Today is New Years Eve and I don't have a New Year's Resolution to make myself better because I think that they're pretty much pointless. All these people make resolutions to make themselves better but they never keep them. I just see it as pointless. I think that's one of the problems with America. We make empty promises and say things that we don't mean. You know the Tsunami that hit Sri Lanka, Indonesia, Thailand, and all those other Indian Ocean countries? The world's super power(haha not for very long I don't think.) only pledged $15 million dollars to the relief effort in the beginning! How pathetic is that??? It was only until the UN called Good Ol' George and asked him to pledge more so the US wouldn't look so stingy. That's when we put up the $35 million. But we had to be shamed into doing it. Not only that, but if you watched what George Bush said about the devastating natural disaster, he didn't seem like he cared. He was talking about it like he talks about the war in Iraq. He seemed as if he didn't even care that over 100,000 people died. It was just one more thing that the US had to give money to that we couldn't spend on "hunting down terrorists." Not only that, but George Bush was THE LAST world leader to speak on the crisis and he made the whole nation look bad. Plus, he's still in Crawford! How many vacations can one president take, I mean it's getting pretty ridiculous... He's not Ronald Reagan so he should stop trying! At least other US organizations such as UNICEF and Doctors without Borders are over there helping those poor people sort through all the wreckage.
I'm not bitter though am I? And thus ends my political rant for a bit.
I have no plans for today except napping which sounds really good. And I feel really dumb because I haven't heard from anyone except Nathan over the Christmas break... Thus meaning I have no plans for tonight, but oh well. It's all good I planned to catch up on reading and sleeping anyway.
Have a safe New Years!!!
Love lots~
Suzy

I FINALLY GOT A CELL PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED! It's a really cool motorola phone that has a camera etc... If you really want to have my number then call my house phone, and depending on whether or not I like you(jk) you can have my cell phone number! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
I gotta go mess with my new phone!
Love ya~
Suzy

I've had a very awesome Christmas... Guilty consciences do Savannah good... lol

Anywho, I got a $50 dollar gift certificate to Old Navy and American Eagle. I also got a $100 dollar gift certificate at Target, and to top it all off I got $150 dollars in my stocking!!!! YAY MONEY!!!!! However, I went on a shopping spree today and I spent $108 at American Eagle... It made me feel really guilty though because in my mind I see those starving Mexican children that probably made my clothes...

I also bought a pair of really cute shoes. I love them. They remind me of the forties. Basically, I spent a lot of money and got lotsa really cute clothes. YAY!

Anyway, I hope everyone is having a holly jolly Winter break and has had a very merry Christmas or Haunakah or Kwanza or whatever you celebrate... As for me, I've gotta go do stuff...

Love you~

Suzy

Hey kids
I'm hanging out in my cousin's room right now... It's so warm down here it's crazy. Like, we went to Sam Moon today and I got a really cute purse, but it was so warm that on the way back, we actually put the top down on my uncle's convertible. It was so much fun. The people in Dallas are a lot nicer than I thought they would be. When we put the top down on the convertible, my cousins and I all started waving at people and they would smile, wave back, and/or flash peace signs! It was so cool... Sort of...
Anywho, I have realized that there a lot of things that I have been keeping pent up inside of me. For example, too bad the debate team really likes me, and they tell me when someone says something about me. So, at the Lubbock High Tournament, while everyone was sitting around, Nathan's phone was being passed around and I got told by practically everyone that April was talking crap behind my back. Basically, she was making up stuff that wasn't true, and I REALLY don't appreciate that AT ALL! I mean I could understand if she was angry at me or something, but this was for no good reason. And yes, I understand that we have talked about this, but it doesn't mean that I'm not still angry. What you said wasn't right or fair, and I really don't appreiciate it. I hope you know that you've burned through all your chances with me, and if you really want to be my friend then you better do something drastic because I forgave you for ALL that crap you put me through last year then you turn around behind my back and tell people stuff that isn't true. It's crap and I hate it. I don't know what it is that made you do that whether it was jealousy or whatever, I don't think it was right or fair for you to say that AT ALL!
Anywho, now that that is off my chest, I got really good presents from this side of my family this year! I was really excited. No fiber-optic angels, no winnie the pooh t-shirts, and I just got presents that were actually apt for me this year. I got clothes, money, earings, and A COMPUTER! I was really excited.
Anyway, I'm so glad that I am away from Amarillo, I mean I miss everyone there, but it's nice to be out of there for a change... It's so cool to be in Dallas because it's just so big and there's always stuff to do. It's really neat...
Anywho, I guess I had better go, my hyper cousin is wanting to talk to me... Oh, and if anybody really needs me, you know my number and when I get home!
Love ya~
Suzy

Hey everybody!
Go to www.laddertheory.com
if you are:
a) a guy that really wants to know how women "work"
b) a guy that is having problems with girls in general
c) a girl that wants to know the truths of life
It's quite true... At least I thought so. Read and comment!
Love lots~
Suzy

Hey kids!
I know that I haven't written in over a month and I thought it was time for a change.
I'll be like Georgia Nicolson and give an update on my life so far:

1. I had to go to All Region orchestra and missed out on a debate tournament that I could've qualified for state at... Not to mention, there were several odd things that happened
2. EVERYONE THINKS THAT I LIKE CHRIS NELSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It makes me so angry that I want to scream. All we ever do is talk, and everyone automatically assumes that I like him, or that he likes me. I know he doesn't like me because he likes a girl that goes to the "good" school. And HELLO, I kinda have a boyfriend already
3. I'm SO PISSED OFF because Mark LaGrone stole Dr. DeVoe's test, and now he has to make a new test and everyone has to come during their schedueled test time, and so now I have to come on Thursday whereas I wasn't going to have to come until 1:30 before.
4. If you haven't seen my ring from Nathan you are either a) blind b) really stupid c) I don't like you or you don't know me or d) all of the above. It's really pretty, and he makes me happy :)
5. I have already gotten the college lecture about how I need to be more academic, and I don't think I'll be showing my mom my PSAT scores because they suck massively hard core. BLAH!
6. I hope that I will have a good week... I don't have to come to school at all on Thursday and it makes me happy!
7. I still don't understand a lot of things going on around me right now. Everyone needs to stop being like me and speak up and get out what you say and feel about people. It makes me sad when I hear that someone is pissed off, but they don't do anything about it. GAH!

Anywho, I hope that all is well with you all. Christmas is not very far off and I do believe that I will be getting a computer from my padre for Christmas... So, I guess he can be bearable sometimes. However, I have to spend like three days with my cousins in Dallas, and I gurantee all they will talk about will be boys... Ah well, such is the life I am doomed to.

Ta Ta Lovers~

Suzy

Here I am!

Hey kids~
I've been pretty busy lately what with the end of the six weeks and being depressed over the election. There was a tournament yesterday and it went really well. I was really suprised by a lot of the results. I placed 4th in domestic extemp! That's the best I've EVER done. It was really exciting. I thought my speech was incoherent, but I guess the judges understood. Although, I had a really easy topic: "What are the disadvantages to banning gay marriage." So, I had my work cut out for me. I only need 4 more points to go to state! I placed 7th in dramatic, but I expected to not do well, so I wasn't dissapointed because at least I wasn't last. Anywho, I talked to Beau some yesterday, and it was really funny because we made ruthless fun of people-- my favorite.
Anywho, I won't talk about the election except to say that America is a bunch of fucking retards, and I can't believe they elected someone who will run up the deficit to an infinity symbol, will continue to invade countries for oil, and will fuck up government in general. My mom and Holly were so depressed that we are seriously thinking of moving to Canada, or at least to Massachusetts. I have never been this dissapointed to call myself a Texan, and I have lost my faith in the general public. But you know what, we're gonna pass all the laws that will block the homos from getting married because you know we can't have gay people running rampant in the country. That's bad for our nation. I actually found a quote from one of those right wing retards that said "Gay marriage will cause the end of western civilization." Because there weren't any gay Roman emperors back in the day. I have a little hope because Barack Obama is freakin awesome.
So, I am here, listening to Macy Gray's the Id CD(it's a lot better than people would think,)and contemplating life, and all the homework I have yet to do. OH MY GOD! Dr. Perv had my notebook displayed in his first period class... Does that freak anyone else out??? He is one creepy man, and I don't know how in the hell he is married... blah....
Anywho kiddies, I have to go and do homework. Just remember to try and have faith that things may get the worst they've ever been, but they can only get better after that.
Love to all~
Suzy