Excitement....maybe

I have a feeling that things are soon going to change for the better soon... And I'm sure I just sounded like one of those horoscopes out of the back of seventeen magazine. But I really think that something big and good is lurking behind the corner. I don't know I just feel like the air is buzzing with excitement. And maybe I'm over-reacting. I don't know-- it's just one of those things for me. I'm really intuitive I suppose. But maybe just a part of me wants a good change. Hopefully, whatever is lurking will stop and come out in the open so we can all celebrate.
Anywho, if any of you read Merri's blog, she was talking about chakras. And there's this test you can take on emode(if you really trust it) to find out what chakra you're at. It said that I was at the 4th chakra known as the heart chakra, which kind of fits me.
I had my dermatology appointment today, and I am okay, and cancer free--HORRAY! But when mom was getting her medicine from the pharmacy, I was thinking that I could definately be a dermatologist. I mean I already have a soft spot for skin with all the freckles and moles and what not that I have. And I think it would be a neat profession to persue. So now I think my field has kind of narrowed-- either neurologist or dermatologist. I just really want to work with people in some way to make them feel better.
Anywho, I will let all of you go... I'm sure this was one of my less interesting blogs, but oh, well...
Love to all~
Suzy

I made it through the first week

I am so proud of myself. I actually made it through the first week without getting exasperated at everyone and cussing someone out. I think it's exciting.
Anywho, I was thinking about my classes last year, and I actually miss them. It seems like everything was so normal, and change was nowhere in sight. And now that it has come, I don't think I like all too much, but that will change soon. I hate change in the beginning, but I embrace it in very little time.
Lunch was fun today. I had Kate's next-door neighbor drive us back to school. It was pretty funny.
Chris Ellis actually acknowledged my prescence today. I was walking between the 1000 hall and the gym, and he actually said hi to me. It was weird because when I saw him this summer he didn't even care that I was there(he was also REALLY drunk, but that's not the point.)
I don't hate Dr. DeVoe--to clarify. He's just weird. And normally I can pick up vibes from people, but I can't from Doc. I think that deep down he has a really low self esteem. But I did tell my mom that I think that Doc's students as a whole should submit him into Queer Eye for the Straight Guy. Like they would even come here, but it would be interesting what the response would be.
Mom's throwing the "It's the end of the first week of school" party so I am all alone in the house because Nathan is playing golf with people from his church and his parents.
You know, me and Kate were talking at lunch, and I am really kind of upset that I didn't get invited to Ashlyn's baby shower. I mean it's not like I was rude. I was really nice to her, and we did talk a lot at the Student Congress tournament. It kind of made me sad because I really would like to be there for her. And I want to attend my first real baby shower where I actually know the person having the baby, and they are close to my age. I don't know, maybe I shouldn't get upset. I just easily get my fellings hurt by those kinds of things. I do want to take her things in the hospital when she has her baby.
I had fun tonight :)
Well, I must go because I have nothing more to say.
Love to all~
Suzy

I will ABSOLUTELY NOT read anything with Winnie the Pooh on it.
I hate those chain e-mails that my grandmother sends me that have OOBER corny things on them like Winnie the Pooh. Or those inspirational animal pictures... It's just kind of sickening.
Anywho, school is okay... I love all of my teachers with the exception of Dr. DeVoe. He is entirely too boring and I believe that he bathes in himself every morning. It's quite disgusting and pompus and arrogant and just plain rude. I don't want to hear about anyones entire life achievements starting from birth unless I ask. I also don't want to know if a man that wears too tight pants and has WAY TOO MUCH HAIR on his head and face is a massage therapist--that's just plain creepy. On the bright side, I love Mrs. Phillips and Mr. Denham. I believe that they are wonderful teachers.
I am having quite a lot of fun with all of my friends though. And I actually can't wait to start getting ready for debate tournaments. It's exciting.
Anywho, most of you know about my Wonderland fondling and if you don't just comment and I will tell the story in a later blog.
Love to all~
Suzy

Here's a quote for ya
This is from Bush during one of his campaign speeches. Enjoy!
"Our enemies are innovative and resourceful, and so are we. They never stop thinking about new ways to harm our country and our people, and neither do we."
Have a nice day loves~
Suzy

And in this moment I am happy
Actually, I have been pretty happy considering everything. Today was registration and it was just another reminder of how much shit I have to get done before school starts. I need to change a few things on my schedual-- like my math teacher and PE.
In Heindsight, this summer has brought lots of things. Here goes my list:
1) I got A's in both my summer school classes which means that my GPA has raised a bit
2) I got a car!
3) I got my feelings hurt with a fiasco over dating with mom, Holly, and Nathan's parents.
4) I realized that I can get by in life without having any one female friend to talk to regularly.
5) I had one of those overwhelming waves of love for someone.
6) I lost someone close to me that I loved a great deal.
7) I set fire to a field of tall grass.
8) I have managed to procrastinate again on my summer work.
And really that's about all that has happened. Part of me really wants school to start now, but another part of me isn't ready to let go of all the free time I've had. Not to mention I REALLY have to start on my 11 essay questions for Biology and English.
So kiddies, I must leave you, but if you need me for ANYTHING just call, I'm always here. I really want an old-fashioned girly slumber party before school starts.
Love to all~
Suzy